It's funny.

I think it's kinda funny that I haven't wrote a thing on here since November and yet I check it every once in awhile to see if anyone has commented on it. I am an idiot.

Everything has been going pretty darn good. I am a little shocked. I thought for sure we would have starved to death by now. Life after Ford is hard but it's weird that we are still managing to make it as a family.

Pat and I have had quite a few horrible fights but after it seems like we end up working out what ever animosity that we had started to build up.

The kids are doing really well also. Healthy, no major health scares.

I am struggling through a spot of depression but I plan to start taking my meds again. The voices don't tell me to kill everyone anymore. LOL